pain killer please...

everybody.. me, u, her, he, they..
anyone of us faced problems...
facing problems with family, friends or even partner..
on that particular times occur.. sure u want someone to be there for you..
to listen, maybe give some advice..
but, when it turns backwards, where nobody is there for u,
nobody even care for u,
sure u will be in the state of agony..

things get more worst when the person which u most rely on,
to be with u,
sharing problem together,
is never there for u..
instead, he/she never care about ur problem.
for him/her, ur problem is just a small matter...
if only he could listen first... of only she could be more tolerate with me..

stop give me headache... please.. i'm just a human being+girl+youth+lonely+pathetic+exhausted..
i just hope one day he and she just... realizes...
i'm so tired..
fake smile..
people who have the most big smiles in front of u, actually have the biggest self problems...

maybe i just should end it...


sorry if my English is broken! so wut...