pain killer please...

everybody.. me, u, her, he, they..
anyone of us faced problems...
facing problems with family, friends or even partner..
on that particular times occur.. sure u want someone to be there for you..
to listen, maybe give some advice..
but, when it turns backwards, where nobody is there for u,
nobody even care for u,
sure u will be in the state of agony..

things get more worst when the person which u most rely on,
to be with u,
sharing problem together,
is never there for u..
instead, he/she never care about ur problem.
for him/her, ur problem is just a small matter...
if only he could listen first... of only she could be more tolerate with me..

stop give me headache... please.. i'm just a human being+girl+youth+lonely+pathetic+exhausted..
i just hope one day he and she just... realizes...
i'm so tired..
fake smile..
people who have the most big smiles in front of u, actually have the biggest self problems...

maybe i just should end it...


sorry if my English is broken! so wut...

Bad tudung dei~

aih...
such a bad tudung hair la today....
aih~...
juz now, i went to CIMB bank to withdraw and bank in some money..
i went there with my LONGMAN DICTIONARY and my bag..
then, i put my dict. on the rack in front of the ATM machine and my bag on top of it
after finished withdraw my money, i went to the bank in section which are located really! really!! really!!! besides the ATM machine.
then DAMN!!
the bank in section had some trouble!
huhu~
but, i handle the situation professionally.
i kept trying and trying until the machine accepted all my money..
then, on my way back out from the bank,
suddenly i realized that my hand is quite empty ( kosong ar kot)
HUH!!!
my dictionary
then i turn back to the ATM machine where i believed it was there
argh!!!!!!!
it couldnt be happened!!!
my dictionary had been stoled in front of me without i realized it!!!!!!!!!
wuwuwuw~~
that dict cost about RM 70... wuwuw~
plus, it is my fav dict..
how could on earth people stole dict!!!
it is a dictionary!!!!!!!!!!
DICTIONARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mine dictionary!!!!!!!!!!!
uwaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!